Sep 28 2009 Monday, 9:00 pm

I lost my desire to…

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our life is back seperti routine sebelum ni

back to work

back to school

back to our simple dinner hahahahahhaha, simple ke? aku rasa heavy jer sebab balik je kena masak. ada masa2 Fifin kena tolong masakkan. rebus bayam, ayam goreng and bawal masak sweet sour should be enaf. aku tak berapa lalu makan, makan gitu2 jer…

too many things on my mind – blogging blogging blogging

my blogging life is different than you guys. saya adalah working with my blogging job. ai have advertorial papers to submit, ai have few entries to be updated. it s not RM if only come out with 1 entry. tidur malam aku tak lena kalau hanya bagi satu entry jer. i have so many things to tell for you to read, tu pasalnya.

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one of the hardest part is to get good sleep and good rest. the first day at work, aku balik umah n bila baring on the bed, tetiba sudah berada di dunia alam luar.

red red bangun red, your job tak siap lagi, they need the drafts by tonite.

tq sirman kerna menggangu tidur 5 minit ku…

ai love my blogging job, if you read my FB and Twitter’s status, i kept on mentioning bout my love to my blogging life is taking my desire than my …..  but there are few things yang menahanku dari berenti from my big perks of the current situation:

1. i cannot quit, i must be a workaholic woman, i dont depend on husband’s income. i support my other family members too, so i cannot cannot cannotttttttt quit!

2. if anything happens to the husband, i still have my permanent job, and blogging job to support the family.

3. at the end, aku kena kick back my desire and mood to go back to my big perks. kerna semangatku sudah mula hilang…

Rasanya aku kena hari2 pi menyopping lah kat klcc, baru ada mood bekerja dengan nafsu serakah yang kuat akan datang dengan semangatnya. Sib baik kerja kat klcc, kalau kerja kat Nusajaya dulu, yang hampir2 aku kena seconded ke sana, apa yang aku nak dream on kan?

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!

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