Jul 17 2008 Thursday, 1:00 pm
Bersama Mak Merah
hi kak..pls thank them for their comments and kata smangat…i appreciated it so much.
as for my mom, actually me n my sis are afraid wen she is left alone without doin nothing…y? coz she tends to cry ..wen she look at my youngest son she’ll cry..he has my father’s look. mana taknye..i tgh sarat ngandung wen things worsen..oh! how i hated him, kak.. for doin so to mom but same time i felt relieved, after all these years mom tersiksa memendam rasa, now she’s free…she has all the penyakit wat they call the package, high blood, kencing manis (insulin cucuk sndiri) n jantung. dat wat worries me..there are times she said she wants to kill herself, yg ni mmg mguji. kak.. now u can imagine how i felt wen i dunno her whereabouts. she’s been saying again n again after my sis completes her studies she’ll take her own life.. how i wish i could turn back time…so dat they can still live happily till now..my father never wants my mom back.its over for him. he said he wants to be free, to live his life happily..is he happy??!!where dat ugly bitch.kak i got her name n ic no.huh (wat evil thing can we do to her…uz joking)
my wish n prayers was dat my father could open his heart for mom again , juz to remarry but never mind if they cant live together but juz to take care of her…
and for this housemate of mine…yesterday i packed my things , letak dpn pintu nak buh dlm kete la..imagine i p back n forth tak sorg pn offer nk tlg. pangai i pn kalo org centu lagi i nk test..saja tak mo minta tlg..nk tgk akal meke…tp akhirnya i angkat sndri buh dlm kete cabut anto gi umah baru..the rest kendian la nk angkat skit2..dgn nasihat spupuku n after reading all d comments i dpt smangat baru, so today dgn slambenye kata i want to take all my things today to my new house..lantak ler pe meke nk kata selfish ker hapa…hey those things are mine..now i nk dok dgn tenang dlm dunia i dgn housemates yg insyaallah sungguh menenangkan..
p/s : mmg relieved giler kak after pindah smua brg td..
Yinie
lilred799
Jul 17, 2008 @ 13:19:26
Congratulations to you yinie …berjaya pindah juge….takpe..kite tak perlu kan bantuan org2 mcm tu…and yes….sile hamik smue rete anda di sana walau sebtg garpu pon….
yeaahh yeaahh am evil! so what??? u bought those thing with ur own money kan??? org 2 cam ni tak perlu nak di simpatikan…tak layak pon!!! eventhough u ade housmate baru….just be carefull…manusia ni kite tak tahu..just ingt we have been brought up in different ways…so acuannye berbeza maka kuehnye pon berbeza la kan….
perempuan tend to be emotional sometimes…u r a woman urself kan…so just put urself in ur mother’s shoes….as i said before…keep on texting her…makes her feel that she is needed in this world…..that there are ppl who loves her more than her used to be partner…..time will heal everything berilah die dan urself a lil more time….
dan lelaki tend to be ridiculous! yes, this i admit …. it happens in my family too…ridiculous men…. which makes me feel very insecure kalo nak pk pasal kahwin…..jadinye i mmg sallute sapa2 yg nak kawin…cos i dnt have the guts yet…
i still and always pray for u and ur family…..take care of urself yeah…
5thE
Jul 17, 2008 @ 14:03:44
Alhamdulillah. 🙂
Ade kala being selfish is necessary, or else, kene pijak ajelah, walaupun ALLAH athu ape dalam hati kita. Nanti esok2 6 feet under, pun, kita sendiri2 jugak, takde sapa nak tolong ye tak?
Keep ur spirits high, selalu ingatkan DIA, insya ALLAH semua ok.
Nad Eusoff
Jul 18, 2008 @ 07:17:18
u go girl!
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