i m weak..

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Trying to say…

aku suka baca comments kowang

kadang2 bila ngah mandom2 gini, baca komen2 lama korang bley gak buat tersengih.

tell u the truth, aku nak jawab setiap satu komen personally, but i dont really sit infront of my blog siang2 hari waktu keje tu, time keje i m fully occupied. bila dah malam, aku telek belek komens korang…

nak jawab sesatu x terdaya, so kdg2 aku satukan and baru aku jwb, main pikul kati je. ikut nasib aku suka komen korang, aku jadikan entry. minta maaf ye kalau ada komen korang yg aku x jwb personally, bila ngah merundum ke bawah ni mulalah lembik segala.


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im having down emotion right now.  i dont visit any of yr blogs, if i do, i dont even leave any comments since few days ago.  aku tengok, blah. ada yang langsung aku x pi visit langsung.

i think i have problems, i talk to few ppl, some said this and some said that.  kengkadang ada mende remeh buat aku angin, aku malas nak update blog ni, update mmg le update but i dont post many entries, 3 is the max kot…itupun sume been set since a nite before. auto timer posting. but not la this entry.


donno la wat to tell you, mbe boring wt works, overloaded. feel like to go back to my ‘mother’s company’ pun ada gak. nak ngamik gambar, nak beramahtamah wt frens pun malas. semua malassssss!  i met one blogger yesterday and 2 silent readers today, pun aku mls nak blogkan. semua mood hilang.


muka aku pun cam toya jer bila typing this entry.  sirman left to work tonite, aku nak nganto ke pintu pun malas, malasssss!!! i hate to see some ppl, i hate to keep thinking bout something and i just wanna mumbling in my own blog.  Kamb, thanks to give a good ‘slap’ to yr sister via ym today.


aku dah leh agak apa korang nak advise n nasihat, thank you in advance. so so so not in the mood.

n i just realised that today is already 19th of February.



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Looking back the old days…

…There was an article that mentioned “blogs” and I discovered they were public Internet diaries: anyone can write one and anyone can read them.. It was the hardest thing I have ever written but, for the first time in my life, I poured out everything that I was feeling.


… Blogs allow readers to post comments. There are millions of blogs out there, so I hardly expected anyone to read mine, let alone respond. But almost immediately they did. Twelve messages were left after my first entry. i went to the library five or six times that day – each time there were more.

…The next morning I couldnt wait to get up and hurry to the library. day after day I told my story. It gave structure and a purpose to my day. For so long I’d been unable to reach out in the real world, afraid of rejection or pity or scorn. But here it was anonymous, safe. This conneciton with people on the other side of the screen, many on the other side of the world, was bringing me back to life again.

I in the article =


Dear Redmummy readers,


i ve been in the blogging world for almost 3 years, young number but wt thousands of readers. I stop talking bout my red diva thingy in TV3 for a while coz i want you to look back bout the life of redmummy in the blogging world.


You really have to get the latest Feb Reader’s Digest, turn into page 34 – The Nights I Spent In My Car. Dont judge this entry by that title, read the whole article and nanti taulah korang napa aku suh korang baca citer tu, really related to my life, from noone in the blogging world, appears in the newspapers here and there, and latest redmummy to be soon appeared in TV3.


I know that i have thousands of followers, loyal readers but i know some of them are keep coming back to sit in not coz they are fan to red colour but they just want to read the life of a mother, daughter, sister and a wife. tapi ada jugak yang manis bagi comments kat sini, and at my back, muntah sebakul. the more u dont like me, the more you will be reading my entry. I m not saying about lalat, tapi dalam duri ada daging, dalam gunting ada lipatan… some being so hypocrite.


I will publish lots of photos during my shooting wt TV3, supposedly, but sengaja aku put it on hold first. Stay calm, and read peacefully. aku ngah buat flashing back….


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Red is resting…

kalo asik entry red red red jer, bosan le jugakkan..

so rehatlah kejap.

u tell me a story, i read.

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