this time around, mak kena admitted and do some minor operation coz of her cataracts problem. go google if u dont know apa sakitnya tu…this operation has been planned since monthsssssssssssssss ago. petang semalam mak operate, petang ni dah discharge. she s now stabil. my big sister is taking mak to her house tonite. Epi woi pi jenguk mak kat umah Anya terus not kat umah mak. btw, aritu Mak admitted bukan sebab ni, itu sebab sakit lain, sakit tetiba yang datang tanpa dijangka…recovering, ada check up lagi lepas ni.

tetiba je aku nengok si baby khyar (adus nana betul tak ejaan nama anak ko ni, aritu dah kena das ngan dia aku salah eja)…dah mula angkat von nak merangkak. aku pun suka la pulak nak mengaco dia. macam muskil je dia tengok eh eh makcik aku ni weng ke ahakssssssss….wei aritu aku jaga ko ye, ko jgn nak banyak bunyik tau…

pastu kan ada orang jeles….depa punya excited dapat jumpa mak nye ni ha peluk cium bagai… antara abang ngan gegirl, gegirl la over lebih sket pasal dia kan little diva. abang controls macho pasai depan makcikpakcik, koser le dia nak melonjak sangat. big boy gitu kan…

dedua nak berebut amik gambo sebelah mak…muncung kejap gegirl bila abang dapat menyelit tetengah..

pastu digustikan abangnya yang sangat2 memanjakan adiknya. abang ni cepat lembut hati, wpun dema selalu gaduh tapi lam apa2 hal, dia mesti mengalah untuk adik. korang ingat lagi camne aku merajuk bila bubur yang aku masak dia x nak makan coz x suka, tapi dia santap gak demi menjaga hati ibu divanya ni tau. sapa jadi gf dia, sangat senang la…merajuk je cepat la abang pandai pujuk amik hati…

unlike gegirl …. si kememeh yang kuat merajuk. hiks.

balik umah aku tapau beehoon soup for both of them. aku carik pelapik barney makan depa mana tah lah fifin letak, so bentang je lah suratkhabar layan depan tv. gegirl makan 2 mangkuk, abang makan semangkuk tapi soup nye 3 kali tambah. suka tol ngan soup…nanti mummy masak soup ye bang..

sirman asked for nasi goreng USA..punya la banyak santak makcik ni masakkan, lagi suku je sirman x abih…by the time sirman sampai from work, terus campak beg basuh tangan and makan. lapo ye sirman…gambo ai ngan sirman cemolot cepeluk cengkerama idok le kuasa aku nak tayang

aku makan soup n nasi putih wt telur mata kerbau. semenjak jam 5 petang aku sudah mula mengalami sakit tekak and selsema. symtom2 nak demam la ni…tengok idung aku tu, merah menyala kan ha mmg seii, aku dah nampak bayang2 yang aku x kan berapa sihat sehari 2 ni..

sirman paksa aku makan panadol and clarinets.. halahaii. ai m going out again tomorrow morning for some personal matters, have done few posts for auto publish.

masalahnya kan…

ribu2 baca blog aku, but i donno, i just feel empty here. like no one is reading, like no one is appreciating my entries, tapi ada jugak yang appreciate, x ramai (u know who u are).

well…people change and i do understand, u love reading my blog coz u wanted to know bout my personal life, my up and down, my career path, my my my everything…. not bcoz of the red diva thingy. Thank you anw…

aku abihkan masa aku kat perfume shop ni lagi lama dari flight jb kul aku. gila seiii…. apa yang aku suka shop kat sini coz the prices is very much lower than kat the mall. some more dia banyak jual in miniatures but mesti spray’s one lah, kalo lekap tekap tu aku kurang berkenan.

i bought 2 bottles and 1 box of miniature set. i asked the lady to wrap one of the box for me, a gift to someone special…

that to be blogged later…

30ml of Red Apple DKNY, only at RM66. aku dah penah ada, a gift from BabyG before but dah abih. so sebab murah aku amik. lgpun MERAH kan..

Estee Lauder wt their limited edition collection, green is emerald dream and light pink purple is bali dream, 4 pcs of bottles at  RM119

n the nice wrapped red orange box is for someone special, bila dia sudah bukak boleh la kita bilang2 di sini ye..

sebab aku kan so independent, i went back home by erl and took the cab. dus…berat bagak tollah beg aku coz i put my heavy laptop lam luggage merah aku. ada part turun tangga kat tasik selatan tu takdak escalator. nak tarik kang rosak plak beg, so kena gak angkat…masa ni lah rasa … suamiku pergi memana sentiasa aku fetch, tapi sian aku first time travel kena buat sendiri

dr tasik selatan i took a cab, engaged wt sirman…dia dok cakap ‘jangan la blog pasal ai x amik you, ai kan kena kerja, you kan very the independent woman’

amboi amboiii…….

sapa masuk lam lift VA mau tekejut nengok aku lam ni menduduk ngamik gambar…very the lotih la. first, i need to campak the bags. second i need to grab my car and take my little diva. 3rd i wanna visit my mom.

mak just had her minor surgery yesterday, sebelum aku tidur malam tadi, aku sempat engage wt her, ubat bius dia dah abih, n she sounds so weak. oh just got a call from nana, mak is about to discharge, so im meeting her kat rumah jer…

excuse me..

To Matty, seldom reads my blog - Happy Birthday tomorrow!

anw, happy holiday to all of you.

ID 30 on the title means INDEPENDENCE DAY FOR 30TH APRIL - why?

i woke up soooo bapak la early today. gila awal seii..apadah jadi ngan aku semalam, tv tengok aku tido! i finished up my work from the hotel room around 9pm and since the boys x back yet, aku pun bongkang. i didnt realize kol bape la depa sms tepon aku, dasar la tidur mati, even aku tidur pun ngan baju yang patut aku kuor for dinner. forget about dvds hunting everything, i m so sleepy.

as expected, i went down for breakfast without the boys. gila tidur x hengat bebudak tu lah. i waited for almost 2 hours here, sampai siap keje aku sambil breakfast. nasib baik la kepala otak aku bijak, buat keje sambil nunggu depa, if not im gonna waste my time totally. the moment depa sampai aku dah siap and ready to blah airport la apa lagik. dah tentu keje aku siap dah kan. i handed over to them this n that a to z, my agent told me that i hv a sit for 1205’s flight, so i made my way to the airport by cab.

memang la depa boleh hantar but x yah la nak kelam kabut anto aku korang pun dah bangun lambat n nak pi meeting plak tuh. i can take care of myself. the most important part is about the transition. that s the reason aku datang jb.

odw to senai’s airport, i ve received emails from few ppl bout the leaving. ai dont want to give any update on that.

n of course lepas aje aku check in, got my confirm seat already aku lari pi toilet, i need to change my pant. aku tadi kan awal pakai suor panjang kerojer..sungguhlah aku x selesa ngan ketak ketuk kasut tinggi. aku tarik luggage masuk toilet, ha nah…

yadaaaaaaaaaaaa….dengan terompah merahku. nurul, mmg sangat selesa ini terompah, x de nye ketak ketuk lain la ko saje nak bagi orang dengo kan. but gegirl x selesa sgt, dia cakap kalo pakai terompah dia x leh berlari…maknye dah tentu la berjalan catwalk kan

n so im waiting for my departure. nothing interesting in the airport to buy. salesman kat perfumes shop in senai airport, semua perfumes dijual are all 3 star..aku tengok sekilas and blah. i m gonna grab few bottles from the klia…

Good bye JB…

kenapa aku kata opis aku ni kat gurun, ha ko nengok….ni belakang opis, kematu siam la weii suh aku keje kat sini…wpun once in a while up and down kul jb kul…

but the place is so aman damai..kiri kanan takrak jemmentega…

salute to those yang willingly to move their families to work here. someone has to replace my position, depa still looking…sorry i cannot wait for another round of transition. i m leaving so so soon…

i want to close april wt big

back to hotel room i was so so sooooooo hungry. so i asked for room service, lapau la babe sampai aku x kuasa la nak tunggu kol 9 mlm for the dinner..ntah kol bape la the boys tu balik

nasi goreng kampung, cerita tah hapa2 je kat tv, tp aku ter tengok itu bella bella tah hape lah tajuknya but bolehlah buat teman makan…

dah makan terbongkang la pulakkan….tu dia very the lembik sesangat. bila aku makan tu asyik teringat la kat anak2 ngan sirman. apa la daddy depa bagi makan gitu…

ai tidur light2, pastu berendam la…..gambar berendam ko nak tengok batmende…

aku dok carik suis ekon ni dr mlm smlm tak jumpa2, hangin tollah..dahlah aku x suka sesejuk ni…standardize le gamaknya ni…ada sirman pun sodap…apa ko sibuk, laki aku tu kan…HALAL!

cepat la siap keje, cepat le aku balik, kamis is public holiday….ayoooooooooooooo!!! cant wait to go home!!!

this is really not my place..YET.

the office that im supposed to be located permanently …..

the workstation semua bebaru, new office new environment but same people..

she s one of the flowers in the division, n she s among the first group been moved to JB, to be exact Nusajaya. i m going to miss her sweet smile…

the 2 boys took me to the Nasi Beriani Gam, one of the boy left early today, afternoon flight.

gambar nasi menunjukkan mmg aku sesangat lapar…

kenyang perut, kepala penat mata mengantuk badan lentok…

we finished our interview task just at 5pm, they sent me back to the hotel, coz aku malas penat nak ikut depa pi shopping perabut. depa dah mula pindah dok sini, since i m leaving the company, malas lah aku nak merajinkan badan mengekor..

sampai bilik pintu x bley bukak, dedua access cards tak jalan, dahlah kaki aku lenguh. dont care one, bukak kasut aku tunggu their service man bagi a new key

my ‘workstation’ to be, unfor i leave everything behind..for good.

sorrylah sayang semua, i will not reveal everything..at least u know i m moving forward my career to somewhere…

i m supposed to leave JB, taking the last flight but i may change to afternoon if semua siap tip top. to my loyal readers in JB..how i wish we can meet, tiada rezeki. lagipun akak2 JB tu pun bz gamaknya…

i m taking a short nap, they are going to take me out for dinner and dvds hunting…

kalo jumpa kedai dvd, kalo takde, ghentikan ler….

aku ingat aku yang bangun lambat jer, tp dudes 3 orang tu lagi lambat daaa…..

anw before flying, i change my red VS to the black bag pack, aku x sanggup nak amik risiko beg aku tu rabak dek keberatan laptop yang bapak berat…nangis ai kang.

perasan tak lately ni aku asik pakai spek kan, alah baru 2 hari jer aku pakai spek. smlm coz aku lupa nak cuci lens, and dah lambat. pastu pagi ni ngah aku sibuk nak cecepat siap, terkoyak la pulak my right lens. ko masa ni la nak koyak. n best lak kan aku x bawak extra.

bfast kat hotel here x sodap….langsung aku x nampak gerai jual hapa2 pun la kat sini.. mbe kat town ada lah kot.

is it true DVD kat sini costs just RM4 per pc? ai nak pi geledah la tonite…. huhuuuuuuuuuuu!!!

luggage aku dah kosong, half of the items aku dah letak kat opis sini, so i can campak dozens of dvds. yang kat umah tu pun ada 4,5 keping lagi x tengok but hei, mughah la 4 hengget. bila mau tengok tu belakang kira…..

Oh yes true, i m currently in JB but bila masanya sirman tu dok jb, belajar kat JB ? hiks…mana le korang dapat info tu…

i dont know what s wrong wt this guy, but i have the right to blog bout it. not the red shirt, that s my fren..the apek sebelah dia tu. hanginnya sakit hati aku, dia boleh kaco aku memain mata while i was talking to my fren. sampai kawan aku gelak kaw2 tengok action apekong tu…

i asked my fren to behave like dia tu laki aku lah, tapi kawan aku ni saje tak kuasa dia lagi suka nak tengok gedik si tua tu. weii….

so masa dia ngah tidur ke berangan, aku snap la gambo dia 2 keping. gila ko nak ngamik gambo dia masa dia ngah terjulingjeling kat aku, ada gak ikut aku balik kang…menciiiiiiiii la!

anw..i saw lots of miniatures at both airports, nak amik ke x nak nak amik ke x nak. amik amik amik…..amik???

amik x amik x amik x amik x…

malam tadi aku siap keje lam 2 pagi lebih, tapi bolak balik atas katil x bley tidur jap pandang sana pandang sini, duhh….terasa semacam je ngan aku yang mmg penakut. 330 pun kejang mata,  think 4ish kot baru aku pejam.

luckily i m so so full whole day so mata aku x bley nak ngantuk2 gitu kan…

i think this place is nice, tenang aman…lalu highway je dr hotel terus ke office sebab officenya ni pun kat gurun setapa. betul seiii….

the lobby biasa2 je..kedekut sofa and kerusi yes ai can say

the room pun simple ckplah utk aku sorang

lampu meja tu bengong, satu plug boleh letak either lampu or charger laptop aku, dah tentulah charger aku lagi penting, battery dah nak kong deii..

nak berendam lelama pepagi buta jangan araplah, aku kena stand by kat bawah by 700am!

senyum paksa for my loyal readers tak kira sapa pun kau…

ai ponek!

to my dear sirman, please dont worry bout your wife, the boys look after me so well, i dont use public transport at all…and i wont be going to singapore… though ai have my passport in hand right now

this hotel name is not Selatan Hotel, ko google lah camne pun x de nye nama Selatan Hotel kat sini, i name it by myself. suka2 la ai la kan, apa ko nak kisah?

terompah merahku wt my colleague…

the 2 officers shoes

my 3 officers from kl too

penat seii nunggu check in..oh my red luggage pun ada kat trolley tu ye

so kelam kabut..my actual flight had to be pponed to the last flight. ni lah sebabnya dapat sirman yang sayangkan sangat bini gitu kan, sampai semua dia nak hantar. i insist to go by erl, but he tak kira nak gak anto mak merah… aku bukannya manja sgt some more i m going utk rezeki, bukan berleisure.

aku bukan x nak dia anto but aku x nak anak2 tidur lambat…but rupanya dia dah ada plan, bila anto anak2 di’cutikan’ from sekolah agama and kindie. bijak2…

gegirl tu masuk ni 5 ari x pi sekolah, 4 days coz of fever, 1 day coz of cuti2 msia dek apaknya. so back from menara i quickly took gegirl, met sirman kat VA dia pun dah nak sampai mandi manda and callo to abang’s school.

gegirl ni bila dah over manja ngan abang, manja nak berkepit sesangat bila bergaduh asik nak mengadu jer…sib baik la abang dia mudah beralah. abangnya jalan laju pun dia nak ngamuk, she wants to hold abang, berpayung sesama..yet abang nak kejarkan kenkawan kat depan..mbe rasa sibuk je adiknya nak mengekor

n so odw to klia, depa makan ayam goreng, lepas makan dedua membongkang kekenyangan. yet me dok baca buku cite in the car, hate the traffic jam…

aku tau mata korang power, sebelum korang tanya baik gua cakap lah, name tag yang sirman pakai tu abang punya, dia kan berbaju sekolah so takut ilang, takut lupa masuk lam beg mak, sirman pun pakai. i m here for few days only, to complete my final task. mana boleh lepas tangan gitu jer….

n this is how i look like after landing. bapak lah serabai and penat. aku kalo gini mmg rasa nak ikat rambut je tp hair clip lam luggage plak…panas hazab…

ai dont have to tell where m ai right now….but i see Danga Bay, Singgah Selalu and Kak Ann, Nadh, Kak Latifah and Pearl (just to name a few…) from my hotel room. kononnya lah…..

i have few readers here but ai dont want to disturb them, kerana itulah aku tak khabarkan di mana aku, kalo teka betullah tu kot

kesian my kids, both of them muncung berjela tak sampai ati aku nak ngamik gambar. sejak dr dalam perut x penah nak berjauhan wt mom, apa nak buat, mak carik duit ye sayang.

they took me here for our supper, Singgah Selalu, aku tried the seafood soup, sodapppppppp!!!! i just cant open my eyes, but back to hotel room, selain dr blogging i gotta finish up papers for kl and jb’s office. they really need my service for this critical situation.

i m gonna have one whole day interviews session here later siang, post entries dah set for auto publish..enjoy my blog, as ai enjoy having you.

Quite bz but will upload stories shortly…

Sending this via berry so jgn btolkan colour font anda..

i need to catch a domestic flight, bukan berleisure but pi bekerja. to sirman, told u again, u veen been away for so many months every year, so i hope for my short trip, u can manage. ai know umah mesti cam kapal karam….but make sure bagi anak2 makan healthy, aku dah dengo depa plan nak layan pizza kfc n mcd..amboiiii!!!

u can guess the place that i m heading to, this is my first time, i ve to be away from them. ai nak pi holiday wt my gfs pun sirman x bagi tau, hv to bring him, tapi sebab ni urusan kerja, he doesnt has a choice. my career mar…

catch up later.

malam tadi aku kemaruk betul main chess, chess tournament pun dah habis x tau bila lagi adakan, so layan la kemaruk over yahoo chess. lgpun mata aku x leh nak tido even dah past midnite.

actually sepanjang malam badan dia mmg panas sesangat, bagi makan ubat pun dok muntah balik, so last choice kena gak taruk ubat von, sekejap je dia nangis pastu sambung balik tidur. dekat2 nak midnite, dia dah mula berpeluh and asked for her colour set, datang pulak mood colour, ha sukatik kau lah janji ekau bahagio.

need to get her new colouring book, buku2 lama abang pun dah lumat n lunyai dikerjakannya.