sirman ajak dinner luar, ada ke patut, dah tentu la aku nak layan final af.

ai asked for nasi goreng jer..tapi 3 of them nak makan pizza hut. so aku kalah, order pizza

abang terlebih sudah rajin..gegirl pun tolong abang amik kain lap lantai. carpet aku fifin basuh so tu yang depa cam molek je pangai kemaskan lantai berminyak. bagus2..cam tetau je bapak korang ngah kaya. ada lah tu nak dipau esok lusa ni.

astro mak konker kan…abang nak main ps2 but apak dok baca buku, so dia ajak adik layan dvd in the room

galik tengok dvd cina, aku pun tak tau lah u citer apa yg depa tengok even aku yg belikan cerita ni. anak2 sekolah cina, layan citer cina pun sodap lah to them. paham ke idak aku pun x tau. paham lah kot kan, aku yg x tau ckp cina pun boleh paham sket2…

these photos were taken sebelum mandi manda manja itu…i was still on my merajuk mood, biarlah the 3 of them tu buat apa jer, pilih toys ke hapa..aku tengok jer. in fact lepas ngamik gambo aku pi dok kat cashier. ai kalo merajuk…hiks, bagai burung kau kejar lagi jauh ku pergi

lepas tu sirman sent us back, he went to another shop uruskan many errands, Fifin masih lagi buat cleaning. kepala aku yang kalo ngah serabut wt personal or even work related mesti ada je menda yang aku nak rombakkan. so aku ajak Fifin tuko perabut kat dining and also bilik abang.

my room malas nak buat, tenaga aku ngan fifin agak kurang kuat..kena pakai tenaga lelaki itu.

hasil kerja kepala aku, and kerja tangan aku and fifin..sket je lah aku tunjuk, mls nak snap daa

saw lots of new stuff in ikea, but without the big boom bang, cannot invest anything mar. it surely come out by next week. dah ramai kenkawan opis aku riuh napa lambat benor taun ni masuk. ai know, it s gonna be next week. insyallah.

kan big boss kan? yelah tuu….

btw aku sengaja letak page aku to 20 entries per page, bagi sipolan bidcji tu senang baca bila dia back to internet world on monday, maklumlah selain dr dia, lalats longsai pun ada gak takde internet kat umah kan..so ha mik ko, x yah ko nak back back page gitu. i m making your life easier, saya sangat perihatin terhadap bidcji juga kaum lalats.

Saya telah dispakan, disaunakan, dimandikan by him last evening. sebagai tanda maaf dari insiden hatiku yang terluka, tangisan yang mengalir di pagi hari dan rajuk yang berpanjangan hanya kerana aku terlalu independent. yes, all are bcoz of the Independent Wife’s issue.

oh lepas tu ai pakai baju lah..jangan lah 18sx plak!

baru pas mandi, mata sembab sbb sebelum tu ada adegan nangis2 kan, ai kan manja ngan laki ai wpun ai ni independent…hatiku kecil

terlebih sudah? yey stacy menang! tak terlebih lah..inikan HALAL!!!

saya sudah kembali tersenyum. one problem solved. Case closed.

satu lagi kes, nanti dilangsaikan….

Ahren, tq for the sweet song. Tersentuh hatiku…. Sirman, pi tengok utube tu tau.

after picking up abang, we need to go to my kelig’s hse for the new baby born’s party/kenduri. Ms Tall and Ms Chocho were supposed to get the pressie, but just few min sebelum aku sampai, they berried me ‘Red, we couldnt make it, bla bla bla bla bla..sorry to J bla bla bla bla…’

aisay, this means i have to go and get the present first. So Sirman and kids tinggalkan aku kat BSC, i went up and get the lovely present for the little boy, wrapped it up and terus headed to J’s house.

this is not J’s house, entah umah sapalah yang aku snap hiks….

Seman, Gk and SG at the back

we chat2 tok tok makan2..minum

if he maintains this kind of meal lah kan, bila dah kawin sok mmg senang lah bininya. bagi je ayam goreng. hari2 lah kenyang to him.

she s enaf wt white rice, ayam goreng plak dia makan sket ajer

we didnt stay longer, salam2 n blah. ada ramai lagi guests nak duduk so better kita bagi orang lain duduk pulak. I never post J’s face in my blog…yet i ve known him for so many2 years, since our merenong time, since i was early 20s time……he even my good listener. Thank you J for the good hospitality.

My dear frens readers and bloggers,

…what i m trying to say is, some ppl dont like me coz ai donno u..mbe, but do u have the right to do ’such thing’ to me? luckily i m so lucky to find out bout that!!!

She s totally right!!! Aku telah ditikam dari belakang!

This issue will not end, i will keep on talking bout this sampai dia ‘diam’ bcoz she is reading and studying my blog…lantaklah.

Restoran Jasmina ada roti canai yang sangat gemuk tebal dan sedap. better than Makbul. Gegirl as usual, spending her sweet little time doing colouring. kalo 3,4 jam ko dok sini pun, dia boleh abihkan masa mengaler ajer.

ini jam 10pagi..memang aku takde smiley mood skang ni. kalau suruh aku senyum tu sume dipaksa2 ajer.

n so we went to Ikea..just to kill our 2 hours time while waiting for abang finishes his tuition class.

the happy couple, hemm…siapalah aku di sisi mereka kan.

ai ni macam maid jer, ikut je bontot belakang depa

even abang dalam kelas tuition, gegirl yang dok depan. i m still not in the mood to sit in front.

bout the bidcji story…i will put it as a private entry, that fellow may use my power of writing in my own blog, for her own asshole sake! girls and boys out there, beware of your writing, coz someone could use that for sending you down, under their feet.

Allah itu Maha Kaya….berbuat baiklah sesama manusia, kerana kau berbuat jahat padaku, makanya aku dikhabarkan berita itu. dan berita itu juga telah menyebabkan aku lebih berhati-hati. pendiam tak bermakna kamu manusia yang baik, malah diamnya mereka kadang2 sibuk memandrem kawan2 sekeliling. kalau aku jadi tidak ’sihat’ selepas ini, taulah kalian apa puncanya….

I totally agree with her statement….

Lu pikir la!!

you know her from AF…Cikgu Shafi, guru vokal

cikgu Shafi and her 2 little kids were in the same lift wt us, kat umah VA ai lah mana laik. celebrities mmg ramai lah datang sini, kalau dah datang sini x lain x bukan mesti amik baju tajaan from Hatta Dolmat or Hazwani…. Cikgu Shafi will google to find my blog, pasal aku rahsiakan my blog add. yes, i dont simply tell ppl my blog unless ko sendiri cariklah.

my prediction or my wish for Stacy or Nadia to win

but Cikgu Shafi said - Nubhan has a good song, the winner could be him! aduh..x suka!

n Toi’s followers dok voting tak hengat, could be him to be a winner too

Riz? chances are 50-50…

WHOEver wins, ai just dont care now. coz i m not gonna get that house apatah lagi kereta mahal itu.

we went to TTDI, for abang’s morning tuition

I prefer to sit at the back

silent mode, merajuk mode, or to be exact INDEPENDENT MOOD at the moment

but not only that..there s another thing in my mind, which i will tell you later. as u said, ada 2 menda jer yang buat aku headache, either my personal life or my work. Let s close off the story of an Independent Wife right now,

Manusia bisa menggunakan hak penulisanku di dalam blog ini untuk menjatuhkan kerjayaku……. can u imagine that? this is my blog, my own personal life….

to be continued….

So the service centre of my sparkle grey called me 2 days ago, agreed to pay the reimbursement. tapi aku dah tak jumpa mana aku balingkan receipt lama….so kenalah aku pi ke bawah semula beli lain n gonna pass the receipt to the manager later donno when. as long as they are willing to pay back, i dont mind lah. can shut my mouth lah kan. kalo idak lagi aku berbunyik. surely they dont want that.

all items come from 30% to 70% discount, good bargain. aku amik jer…but they will pay for the amount that they are supposed to pay lah, not these items, gila lah kan aku nak claim banyak2 ni.

on another note, i intend to go down to the gym, but since 2 nites ago, ai have problem wt my ankle. dah 2 ari gak aku x pakai high heels, nak pergi jumpa doctor tu yang malas. mbe coz ai hv gotta do everything, coz i m too independent ….

Story of an Independent Wife is so famous to u lately, ai agree. but no further comment on that. Let us pray for the best.

everyone went to Isetan big sales. not me. ai have 2 isetan cards, one aku bagi Ms Lemb, one lagi Ms Tall pinjam coz dia nak masuk isetan. i m not interested to join them. lagi serabut kepala aku. they even left isetan without buying anything coz the q panjang macam ular sawa. sib baik aku x mengekor.

ai took my sweet little time finishing my job, peacefully. i went down to the Bodyshop again (remember bodymist aku kena curik while sending my car for service, yes they will repay back, …ok i will blog bout it later). sebab nak makan pun everywhere jem q panjang, i cut my lunch tapau the cold storage nasi grg and ramly burger. ate nasi at my place but the burger sampai sudah tak berusik. appetite takde .

odw up to office, my few frens asked me to join them at the San Fran, oh panas…malas lah. lagi serabut lg pala yg rimas ni. balik naik atas..n when i got 2 news. OMG!!!! manusia jenis hapa la tu…

left office around 8ish, bapak la jem sana sini. asal ujan jer ginilah jadinya. kebetulan org depan aku has nice plat no….reminds me to someone.

His birthday is 19 October… what a coincidence kan..nice number.

Thank God, dah school break!!! jalan mesti agak kurang jem, and budak2 pun happy2 x yah tidur awal x yah belek buku sangat…

Life looks simple and ez, but deep down in my heart, can u really see it?

Salaam Kak Red,

Dikala kamu berduka… Erk. Tak tau lah nak sambung cam mane. Knape ni kak red sedigh-sedigh nah. Terperanjat nadh tengok air mata kak red… Jangan lah sedih eh. Be strong kak red, it will end soon. Cheer up k!

Ni semalam nadh and Matok walk walk tau, lepas tu sepupu kesayangan ni snap gambar ni, dia cakap suruh bagi kak red. Hehehe. Kiteorang jalan memane pon ingat kak red tau!!

Take care.

Ps: If you need a shoulder to cry on, my shoulder is always available okay?

Xoxo,

Nadh

my thank you is not only to the sender of this email, but also to all of you my frens and readers.

yes! simply RED!!!

Serabut lah..

my mind is so tingtong

i wanna take a walk…’walk to remember’

With my Red Love

***This is not a protected entry yet, how i wish……

no one knows..aku gilakan Friends! i bought all seasons, takde satu pun left out. x bosan even tengok berulang kali. semua collections penuh only on year 2003, takdak sapa boleh pinjam and oso x dak sapa boleh usik specially kiddos.

clap2 la sket, kasi dia kembang semangkuk. asal dapat Star dari cikgu (between her fingers, can u see it?) mesti nak tunjuk kat maknya.

ai x penah pi kindie, so ai m happy for her….

kenapa le lam gambar ni gegirl nampak cam dah umur 5,6 taun plak ye. she s not even 4 yet. mark your diary, little diva is turning 4 on Sept 9.

kalau lepak2 sesama, dia suka belek2 perut aku tanya bila nak ada baby, aku pusing cerita ‘abang keluar dari atas perut mummy ni, doctor potong perut mummy, see nampak tak bekas jahitan ni (yes aku tunjuk!)…yet gegirl keluar dari bawah mummy ni’

they need time to understand…apa yang atas apa yang bawah.

Ms Tall wt her black one, from Vincci

shall i close the promotion of this Beijing shoes?

can i shortlist to Yati and Izlinda?

cemana aku nak pilih ni…tie nih. takkan nak bagi sorang sebelah, gilo hapo. Im selling this 5″ shoes at RM50 jer.

how? any idea….

hi kak red…

it’s the first time i’ve seen your tears ever since i started reading your blog.

you have been very strong, whatever may have been thrown at you before this…

nothing i can offer to comfort u but words of encouragement from a stranger.

i know you have the strength of steel within you, you’ve shown it to us in all of your entries. this time the pains must have reach it’s peak, huh? hope the Smiling Angels will cast a shadow on you again and take away all the pains and worries and you can smile broadly again when tomorrow comes.

take care, kak red

xoxo

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dear all, i choose not to reply any of your comments for this entry and so this entry….but thank you kerana ingatan kasih sayang mesra that u gave. memang selama nipun ai tau ai bukan saja dipuja lalat durjana yang bersepah di sini dan blog korang but ai have very loyal and lovely readers and frens, which is you you you you and you.

kalaulah aku ingin luahkan segalanya, i have to make a protected entry, believe me, thousands of you will msg me to ask the password. relakan saja dia berpassword….

terima kasih semua. ai m ok from the far…at least for you. 

Things keep on happening and I m now surrended and truly tired. My heart is totally broken.

i m still sad..the tears dah tunjukkan the feeling.

abang has his sports day for the sek agama on fri..i couldnt make it, sirman has to attend. a day before dia memekak balik dari sekolah said that dia nak gak bagi present for ustazah, yang kuih muih ns lemak aku beli tu bukan present. sedekah jariah. hishhh!!!

not only that, gegirl pun memekak sama said that fri is her teacher s day, ada celebration..yang aku tak tahan dia leh cakap ‘mummy, teacher cakap MUST BRING PRESENT FOR TEACHER, jangan bawak cookies or chocolates!!!’ — sapa ajar cakap ni kalau bukan cikgunya ?? haiyahh

aku tulis kat buku laporan gegirl ‘LAST WEEK WAS ALSO A MOTHER S DAY, HOW COME GEGIRL ……….?’ pikir sendiri la apa ayat seterusnya….so nanti cikgu nya kenalah baca jugak and tak geti2 to take note??

abang dulu 3 yrs in kindie, lagi murah aku bayo dr kindie gegirl, setiap taun ada je card conteng2 or kerastangan yang dia hasilkan, guided by the teacher of cos. even kat sekolah cina nya yang darjah satu ni pun ada adiah bunga sekuntum untuk mak. n gegirl nya sekolah awat tarak ajar kah? heboh piang for teacher’s day, bih tu maknye? aku bukan hadap sgt the presents from anak aku pun tapi bila dia balik ngan ayat gini .. ‘mummy, teacher cakap MUST BRING PRESENT FOR TEACHER, jangan bawak cookies or chocolates!!!’ tak ke aku balas balik.

n so aku korek duit celah bedah, terjah isetan terjah lovely lace to get the 2 presents for ustazah abang and teacher gegirl.

4 presents for them. 2 pcs tu mmg lah for the teachers but another 2 pcs lah utk anak2 aku sorang satu. mulut depa kena tutup, asik mintak presents ajer…

happy teachers day to all of you…tak kira ko cikgu prof or tidak.

oh Loushi Sofia punya adiah pulak aku x beli. itu cikgu tuition abang…duhhhh!!!!

have to do and remember so many things, light bulbs umah pun banyak yang dah kojol, aku jugak ke yang harus mencarik.

Ini adalah entry yang ke 500 for redmummy.com ….

little update - **I believe this situation happens in gegirl’s kindie, not other schools or other teachers. i really hope takde cikgu di sini yang terasa hati, i m talking bout my own daughter’s teachers. To my lovely frens yang berprofession cikgu, harap jangan berkecil hati, ai know u, u know me…scarl, heart, bani, aduhs..sapa lagi?’

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